So about a week and a half ago I was in the ER because I was at work and started bleeding bright red, I was sooo scared, turns out I was just dehydrated so they gave me 3 bags of fluids and sent me on my way, well after doing a ton of blood work and an ultrasound.
The ultrasound said that I was roughly five weeks and three days along and my estimated due date is September 16th, so now that it has been awhile I am around about 7 weeks along and things are really starting to sink in, I am now more aware of what I eat, what kinda of headache medications I am taking, everything like that.
The other night I had a totally hormonal moment when I was hanging out with Eric, I started bawling my eyes out and he just put his arms around me and held me close so I could cry on his shoulder, he's so wonderful, and I am soooo grateful for him.
So pretty much everyone at walmart knows that I am pregnant, there's this one guy who keeps asking one of my friends if Eric and I are still together because he wants to date me I guess, what do I say or do to that?
So I have been watching American Idol with my cousin lately and it makes me wonder...what if I tried out next year or something? For those of you who don't know, singing is my biggest passion in life, I would give anything to make a life out of music (without all the Britney Spears drama of course), and everyone who knows me really well knows (not to toot my own horn here or anything), that I am an amazing singer. I have actually been told at karaoke nights out with the girls, that I am the best Amy Lee impersonator they have ever heard. I absolutely love singing Evanescence music because her voice is so challenging to match and I think I do a pretty good job doing her justice. So I think that once my child is grown up a little bit if American Idol is still going strong...that I am going to have to try out. Who knows you just might know a future American Idol (or at least an American Idol contestant lol). I really do think that I have a chance to at least make it to Hollywood if not to the top twelve and maybe even number 1, so there is a glimpse of what my future goals and dreams entail, wish me luck as I prepare myself for that endeavor.
Well folks that's all I got,
Lot's of love to you,
Sara D.
Aka...mommy to be
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Ready for a bombshell?
So I've been feeling really outta sorts lately, been really sick and even more emotional then I normally am, so I went to the Dr. and they did some blood work and I found out that I am pregnant.
Now I know what everyone is going to ask next, Am I married or going to get married? The answer to that is no at least not at this current point in time. Eric and I are still going to date and try and make this relationship work and if we are some of the lucky ones we will end up together forever (which is what I honestly want and pray for).
I know that I have made a mistake in the way that this has been done, and I hope that everyone in my family can love and support me through this difficult period of time in my life (even if no one really agrees with it), I know that all of you do love me and that you will be there for me.
I promise to keep everyone updated and I have my first dr's appointment on the 10th of February to find out exactly how far along I am and when I am due.
I am scared to death right now, I never planned on being a mother this early in my life and especially under these circumstances, but I am planning on going through with this and raising my child. I know that this isn't really the ideal way to tell you all but I really have no other way.
In other news I started working at Sears today and I don't know how to feel about it yet I will decide more after a week or two there.
I also talked to my assistant at walmart and chances are good that I am going to go back there next month, I am gonna need the money pretty badly after all.
Well that is all I have for now hope everyone else is doing well.
Love you all,
Sara D.
Now I know what everyone is going to ask next, Am I married or going to get married? The answer to that is no at least not at this current point in time. Eric and I are still going to date and try and make this relationship work and if we are some of the lucky ones we will end up together forever (which is what I honestly want and pray for).
I know that I have made a mistake in the way that this has been done, and I hope that everyone in my family can love and support me through this difficult period of time in my life (even if no one really agrees with it), I know that all of you do love me and that you will be there for me.
I promise to keep everyone updated and I have my first dr's appointment on the 10th of February to find out exactly how far along I am and when I am due.
I am scared to death right now, I never planned on being a mother this early in my life and especially under these circumstances, but I am planning on going through with this and raising my child. I know that this isn't really the ideal way to tell you all but I really have no other way.
In other news I started working at Sears today and I don't know how to feel about it yet I will decide more after a week or two there.
I also talked to my assistant at walmart and chances are good that I am going to go back there next month, I am gonna need the money pretty badly after all.
Well that is all I have for now hope everyone else is doing well.
Love you all,
Sara D.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Me from A to Z
A-Attached or single? Attached
B-Best friend{s}? If I had to pick a couple best friends, it would be Becky and Larry and Eric is up there too lol
C-Cake or pie? Cake
D-Day of choice? Tuesdays and Wednesdays are great cause I get to see Eric
E-Essential item{s}? Eyeliner and Mascara
F-Favorite color{s}? Pink & black
G-Gummy bears or worms? I like cinnamon bears do those count
H-Hometown? Well I was born in Salt Lake City Utah but I have lived in Billings Montana for most of my life
I-Favorite indulgence{s}? Mountain Dew
J-January or July? July- I love the summertime
K-Kids? No kids maybe someday in the future
L-Life isn't complete without? Love
M-Marriage date? Not married (yet hehe)
N-Number of brothers and sisters? 2 sisters
O-Oranges or apples? Oranges
P-Phobia and fears? Dying alone and snakes!!!!
Q-Quote{s}? "It is better to be silent and be thought a fool, then to speak and remove all doubt."
R-Reason to smile? Eric
S-Season of choice? Summer
T-Tag three people: My mom, Brittanny, and Tiel
U- Unknown fact about me? I am actually quite strong
V-Vegetable? Corn on the cob & Broccoli
W-Worst habit? Sometimes I can be brutally honest or sarcastic & other times I just lie.
X-X-ray or ultrasound? Xray
Y-Your favorite food? Chocolate
Z-Zodiac sign? Leo
B-Best friend{s}? If I had to pick a couple best friends, it would be Becky and Larry and Eric is up there too lol
C-Cake or pie? Cake
D-Day of choice? Tuesdays and Wednesdays are great cause I get to see Eric
E-Essential item{s}? Eyeliner and Mascara
F-Favorite color{s}? Pink & black
G-Gummy bears or worms? I like cinnamon bears do those count
H-Hometown? Well I was born in Salt Lake City Utah but I have lived in Billings Montana for most of my life
I-Favorite indulgence{s}? Mountain Dew
J-January or July? July- I love the summertime
K-Kids? No kids maybe someday in the future
L-Life isn't complete without? Love
M-Marriage date? Not married (yet hehe)
N-Number of brothers and sisters? 2 sisters
O-Oranges or apples? Oranges
P-Phobia and fears? Dying alone and snakes!!!!
Q-Quote{s}? "It is better to be silent and be thought a fool, then to speak and remove all doubt."
R-Reason to smile? Eric
S-Season of choice? Summer
T-Tag three people: My mom, Brittanny, and Tiel
U- Unknown fact about me? I am actually quite strong
V-Vegetable? Corn on the cob & Broccoli
W-Worst habit? Sometimes I can be brutally honest or sarcastic & other times I just lie.
X-X-ray or ultrasound? Xray
Y-Your favorite food? Chocolate
Z-Zodiac sign? Leo
My Mother Tagged Me.
Mark and X next to ones you have completed:
Swam in the ocean
Gone to Washington DC
Gone on a blind date X
Skipped school X (Yeah and my parents about killed me)
Watched someone die X
Been to Canada
Been to Mexico
Been to Florida X
Been to a foreign country
Been on a plane
Been lost X
Been on the opposite side of the country
Cried yourself to sleep X
Played cops and robbers X
Recently colored with crayons X
Sang Karaoke X
Paid for a meal with coins only X
Skipped out without paying for a meal
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X
Made prank phone calls X
Caught a snowflake on your tongue X
Watched the northern lights dance X
Danced in the rain X
Written a letter to Santa Claus X
Been kissed under the mistletoe X
Watched the sunrise with someone X
Watched the sunset with someone X
Blown bubbles X
Can hula hoop? I can for about 2 seconds lol
Gone ice-skating X
Been skinny dipping outdoors
Gone to the movie's ALONE X
Gone to a horror movie and laughed through it – Yes actually quite a few, they are just so predictable anymore
1. Any nicknames? Bear, Sara D., Skitlez, Red
2. Mother's name? Lesli
3. Favorite drink? Mountain Dew it's my biggest addiction
4. Body Piercing? Ears, and I used to have my tongue pierced
5. How much do you like your job? I am currently unemployed, but I did enjoy my job at walmart for the most part.
6. Dad's name? David
7. Favorite vacation? Hanging with my friends back on summer vacation days
8. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes
9. Ever eaten mud? Yes – when I was just a wee one.
10. Ever been on TV? Not that I can recall
11. Ever steal any traffic signs? I personally have not but I know a few people who have.
12. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Can you drive a standard car? Yes
15. Favorite pie? Pumpkin pie with lots of coolwhip
16. Favorite number? 16
17. Favorite movie? Currently a toss up between Twilight and The Dark Knight
18. Favorite dessert? Anything chocolaty
19. Book on CD or regular book? Regular Books
20. Favorite food? Anything Chocolate
21. Favorite day of the week? Friday
22. Favorite brand of body wash? Tahitian Renewal (Caress)
23. Favorite toothpaste? Crest white expressions cinammon
24. Favorite smells? The air during a summer shower
25. How do you relax? Listening to music, taking a bath, or reading a really good book.
26. How do you see yourself in 10 years? Hopefully married with a couple kids
27. Furthest you will send this message? I don't honestly know
28. Who will respond to this the fastest? I don't know on this one either
29. What is your favorite breed of dog? Siberian Husky
Hope you all enjoy reading this I tag. My dad, Chryslynn, KD, and Tim
Lot's of love to you all,
Sara D.
Friday, January 9, 2009
This just in....
So I know it's been awhile since I posted, been busy looking for work. I am getting really bored with not working it's driving me nuts. If I can't find something by the middle of February I am going to have to swallow my pride and go back to walmart...not that I really want to. It's been really nice not having to stress out about that place. However if I do go back, I refuse to be a cashier again...I can't take the stress of it anymore I would rather be unemployed then to cashier again (sounds melodramatic I know but if you worked at my store you'd understand). I have some prospects and I am hoping to get calls for interviews here soon.
On the relationship front, Eric and I are doing great, we spend a lot of our free time together and seem to get closer every time we see each other. He is a wonderful man and I am very lucky to have him in my life.
Let's see is there anything thing else? I am so excited for Tiel's baby to come, I just adore watching these wonderful children all grow up in front of my eyes and it's truly a blessing to have Micheal and the kids as a part of our family.
I think thats it for now, hope all is well with everyone else.
lot's of love,
Sara D.
On the relationship front, Eric and I are doing great, we spend a lot of our free time together and seem to get closer every time we see each other. He is a wonderful man and I am very lucky to have him in my life.
Let's see is there anything thing else? I am so excited for Tiel's baby to come, I just adore watching these wonderful children all grow up in front of my eyes and it's truly a blessing to have Micheal and the kids as a part of our family.
I think thats it for now, hope all is well with everyone else.
lot's of love,
Sara D.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Contemplating
I've been doing alot of thinking lately, about my past, and that is something I have been repressing for awhile now. I've made alot of unsavory choices in my life and I am not proud of most of them, but they have given me the options of becoming who I am now.
I wonder, where would I be now if I had just done a couple things differently? For those of you who don't know I have been engaged twice, both when I was about 18 and 19, and I find myself wondering...what if? What if I had married Jason when I was 18 what would my life be like right now? Would I have kids? Or would I have gone through a seriously messy divorce?
Then there is Brian, I think about him and I am seriously thankful that that one ended, he was a controlling jerk who treated me like a piece of property rather then a woman.
I wonder about what kind of person I would be now if I hadn't made some of my more desperate mistakes. I may not be proud of my choices in the past but I believe that the character-building experiences that I went through really improved my outlook on things, but still I find myself wondering...what if?
What if I hadn't ever started doing the things that I knew were bad for me but I still decided that it would be "cool" to do them, or an even scarier thought...what if I hadn't quit?
The answer to that one is clear to me, if I hadn't turned my life around and quit doing the stupid, reckless, dangerous things that I was doing, I'd be dead.
I've had alot of time to think about all this lately and I'm grateful for all the experiences I've gone through, good and bad, because everything up to and including now, has made me who I am today.
So allow me to introduce myself to you,
I am Sara D, I am 22 years old, and I live at home with my mom and dad in MT. I have had many jobs, my most recent being a year and a half at walmart as a cashier.
I love to sing and dance, and read. I love to go shopping with my friends and spend time with my boyfriend, Eric. I am by no means perfect, but I am me and anyone who can't accept that can turn around and catch the door.
I know this was a super random blog, don't really know where it came from, I'll post more laterz.
Love you all,
Sara D.
I wonder, where would I be now if I had just done a couple things differently? For those of you who don't know I have been engaged twice, both when I was about 18 and 19, and I find myself wondering...what if? What if I had married Jason when I was 18 what would my life be like right now? Would I have kids? Or would I have gone through a seriously messy divorce?
Then there is Brian, I think about him and I am seriously thankful that that one ended, he was a controlling jerk who treated me like a piece of property rather then a woman.
I wonder about what kind of person I would be now if I hadn't made some of my more desperate mistakes. I may not be proud of my choices in the past but I believe that the character-building experiences that I went through really improved my outlook on things, but still I find myself wondering...what if?
What if I hadn't ever started doing the things that I knew were bad for me but I still decided that it would be "cool" to do them, or an even scarier thought...what if I hadn't quit?
The answer to that one is clear to me, if I hadn't turned my life around and quit doing the stupid, reckless, dangerous things that I was doing, I'd be dead.
I've had alot of time to think about all this lately and I'm grateful for all the experiences I've gone through, good and bad, because everything up to and including now, has made me who I am today.
So allow me to introduce myself to you,
I am Sara D, I am 22 years old, and I live at home with my mom and dad in MT. I have had many jobs, my most recent being a year and a half at walmart as a cashier.
I love to sing and dance, and read. I love to go shopping with my friends and spend time with my boyfriend, Eric. I am by no means perfect, but I am me and anyone who can't accept that can turn around and catch the door.
I know this was a super random blog, don't really know where it came from, I'll post more laterz.
Love you all,
Sara D.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Getting to know me
So this blog is going to be about me. I have been posting for awhile and most of you really don't know much about my favorite things. So I am calling this the 7 random things about random things.
Favorite movies.
1. Twilight...it was amazing
2. The Harry Potter movies, I just love getting caught up in the fantasy world of Harry Potter.
3. P.S. I Love You, It's just so romantic.
4. Anything with Johnny Depp, I mean duh it's Johnny Depp.
5. Transformers!!!!!!!!!!
6. The Lord of the Rings trilogy, I've always been a big fan fantasy.
7. Sleeping Beauty, every girl has to have a favorite Disney princess.
Favorite Books
1. The Twilight series (as if anyone expected anything different)
2. The Harry Potter series
3. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
4.The "In Death" series
5. The "Anita Blake Vampire Hunter" series.
6.The Fablehaven series.
7. The Inheriantce trilogy.
7 Favorite Musicians
1. Buckcherry
2. David Archuleta
3. *NSYNC (I know I am a dork)
4. Taylor Swift
5. 3 Days Grace
6. Hinder
7. Linkin Park
7 Favorite Songs
1. Decode-Paramoure
2. Crush-David Archuleta
3. Gone Forever-3 Days Grace
4. Leave Out All The Rest-Linkin Park
5. Lips Of An Angel-Hinder
6. Everything-Buckcherry
7. Let It Rock-Kevin Rudolf
7 Favorite TV Shows
1. CSI-Miami
2. Friends
3. Two and A Half Men
4. Family Guy
5. Futurama
6. The Girls Next Door
7. Sex and the City
7 Dream Vacation Spots
1. Paris
2. Venice
3. Rome
4. London
5. New York City
6. Madrid
7. Tokyo
7 Favorite Video Games
1. Guitar Hero
2. Kingdom Hearts
3. Kingdom Hearts 2
4. Final Fantasy X-2
5. SingStar
6. Transformers
7. Anything Mario
7 Random Facts About Me.
1. I love to sing and dance it's my biggest passion.
2. I've been reading chapter books since I was in the first grade and reading at a college level since the fourth grade.
3. I am a great cashier, I've been told so by numerous people.
4. I am a very hyper person, I always seem to have a ton of energy.
5. I am dating a great young man named Eric, he was wonderful and treats me like a princess.
6. I love to write. Poems, short stories, blogs, whatever as long as I can write.
7. I love my family and friends more then anything in the world.
So there you guys go, some random facts about Sara D. that you may or may not have known.
I hope that everyone is doing well. Love you all.
Hugs,
Sara D.
Favorite movies.
1. Twilight...it was amazing
2. The Harry Potter movies, I just love getting caught up in the fantasy world of Harry Potter.
3. P.S. I Love You, It's just so romantic.
4. Anything with Johnny Depp, I mean duh it's Johnny Depp.
5. Transformers!!!!!!!!!!
6. The Lord of the Rings trilogy, I've always been a big fan fantasy.
7. Sleeping Beauty, every girl has to have a favorite Disney princess.
Favorite Books
1. The Twilight series (as if anyone expected anything different)
2. The Harry Potter series
3. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
4.The "In Death" series
5. The "Anita Blake Vampire Hunter" series.
6.The Fablehaven series.
7. The Inheriantce trilogy.
7 Favorite Musicians
1. Buckcherry
2. David Archuleta
3. *NSYNC (I know I am a dork)
4. Taylor Swift
5. 3 Days Grace
6. Hinder
7. Linkin Park
7 Favorite Songs
1. Decode-Paramoure
2. Crush-David Archuleta
3. Gone Forever-3 Days Grace
4. Leave Out All The Rest-Linkin Park
5. Lips Of An Angel-Hinder
6. Everything-Buckcherry
7. Let It Rock-Kevin Rudolf
7 Favorite TV Shows
1. CSI-Miami
2. Friends
3. Two and A Half Men
4. Family Guy
5. Futurama
6. The Girls Next Door
7. Sex and the City
7 Dream Vacation Spots
1. Paris
2. Venice
3. Rome
4. London
5. New York City
6. Madrid
7. Tokyo
7 Favorite Video Games
1. Guitar Hero
2. Kingdom Hearts
3. Kingdom Hearts 2
4. Final Fantasy X-2
5. SingStar
6. Transformers
7. Anything Mario
7 Random Facts About Me.
1. I love to sing and dance it's my biggest passion.
2. I've been reading chapter books since I was in the first grade and reading at a college level since the fourth grade.
3. I am a great cashier, I've been told so by numerous people.
4. I am a very hyper person, I always seem to have a ton of energy.
5. I am dating a great young man named Eric, he was wonderful and treats me like a princess.
6. I love to write. Poems, short stories, blogs, whatever as long as I can write.
7. I love my family and friends more then anything in the world.
So there you guys go, some random facts about Sara D. that you may or may not have known.
I hope that everyone is doing well. Love you all.
Hugs,
Sara D.
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