Things are starting to sink in/Yearning to fufill my dreams

So about a week and a half ago I was in the ER because I was at work and started bleeding bright red, I was sooo scared, turns out I was just dehydrated so they gave me 3 bags of fluids and sent me on my way, well after doing a ton of blood work and an ultrasound.
The ultrasound said that I was roughly five weeks and three days along and my estimated due date is September 16th, so now that it has been awhile I am around about 7 weeks along and things are really starting to sink in, I am now more aware of what I eat, what kinda of headache medications I am taking, everything like that.
The other night I had a totally hormonal moment when I was hanging out with Eric, I started bawling my eyes out and he just put his arms around me and held me close so I could cry on his shoulder, he's so wonderful, and I am soooo grateful for him.
So pretty much everyone at walmart knows that I am pregnant, there's this one guy who keeps asking one of my friends if Eric and I are still together because he wants to date me I guess, what do I say or do to that?
So I have been watching American Idol with my cousin lately and it makes me wonder...what if I tried out next year or something? For those of you who don't know, singing is my biggest passion in life, I would give anything to make a life out of music (without all the Britney Spears drama of course), and everyone who knows me really well knows (not to toot my own horn here or anything), that I am an amazing singer. I have actually been told at karaoke nights out with the girls, that I am the best Amy Lee impersonator they have ever heard. I absolutely love singing Evanescence music because her voice is so challenging to match and I think I do a pretty good job doing her justice. So I think that once my child is grown up a little bit if American Idol is still going strong...that I am going to have to try out. Who knows you just might know a future American Idol (or at least an American Idol contestant lol). I really do think that I have a chance to at least make it to Hollywood if not to the top twelve and maybe even number 1, so there is a glimpse of what my future goals and dreams entail, wish me luck as I prepare myself for that endeavor.
Well folks that's all I got,
Lot's of love to you,
Sara D.
Aka...mommy to be

Ready for a bombshell?

So I've been feeling really outta sorts lately, been really sick and even more emotional then I normally am, so I went to the Dr. and they did some blood work and I found out that I am pregnant.
Now I know what everyone is going to ask next, Am I married or going to get married? The answer to that is no at least not at this current point in time. Eric and I are still going to date and try and make this relationship work and if we are some of the lucky ones we will end up together forever (which is what I honestly want and pray for).
I know that I have made a mistake in the way that this has been done, and I hope that everyone in my family can love and support me through this difficult period of time in my life (even if no one really agrees with it), I know that all of you do love me and that you will be there for me.
I promise to keep everyone updated and I have my first dr's appointment on the 10th of February to find out exactly how far along I am and when I am due.
I am scared to death right now, I never planned on being a mother this early in my life and especially under these circumstances, but I am planning on going through with this and raising my child. I know that this isn't really the ideal way to tell you all but I really have no other way.
In other news I started working at Sears today and I don't know how to feel about it yet I will decide more after a week or two there.
I also talked to my assistant at walmart and chances are good that I am going to go back there next month, I am gonna need the money pretty badly after all.
Well that is all I have for now hope everyone else is doing well.
Love you all,
Sara D.

Me from A to Z

A-Attached or single? Attached
B-Best friend{s}? If I had to pick a couple best friends, it would be Becky and Larry and Eric is up there too lol
C-Cake or pie? Cake
D-Day of choice? Tuesdays and Wednesdays are great cause I get to see Eric
E-Essential item{s}? Eyeliner and Mascara
F-Favorite color{s}? Pink & black
G-Gummy bears or worms? I like cinnamon bears do those count
H-Hometown? Well I was born in Salt Lake City Utah but I have lived in Billings Montana for most of my life
I-Favorite indulgence{s}? Mountain Dew
J-January or July? July- I love the summertime
K-Kids? No kids maybe someday in the future
L-Life isn't complete without? Love
M-Marriage date? Not married (yet hehe)
N-Number of brothers and sisters? 2 sisters
O-Oranges or apples? Oranges
P-Phobia and fears? Dying alone and snakes!!!!
Q-Quote{s}? "It is better to be silent and be thought a fool, then to speak and remove all doubt."
R-Reason to smile? Eric
S-Season of choice? Summer
T-Tag three people: My mom, Brittanny, and Tiel
U- Unknown fact about me? I am actually quite strong
V-Vegetable? Corn on the cob & Broccoli
W-Worst habit? Sometimes I can be brutally honest or sarcastic & other times I just lie.
X-X-ray or ultrasound? Xray
Y-Your favorite food? Chocolate
Z-Zodiac sign? Leo

My Mother Tagged Me.

Mark and X next to ones you have completed:

Swam in the ocean
Gone to Washington DC
Gone on a blind date X

Skipped school X (Yeah and my parents about killed me)

Watched someone die X
Been to Canada
Been to Mexico

Been to Florida X
Been to a foreign country
Been on a plane
Been lost X
Been on the opposite side of the country
Cried yourself to sleep X
Played cops and robbers X

Recently colored with crayons X

Sang Karaoke X
Paid for a meal with coins only X
Skipped out without paying for a meal
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X
Made prank phone calls X
Caught a snowflake on your tongue X

Watched the northern lights dance X
Danced in the rain X
Written a letter to Santa Claus X
Been kissed under the mistletoe X
Watched the sunrise with someone X
Watched the sunset with someone X
Blown bubbles X
Can hula hoop? I can for about 2 seconds lol

Gone ice-skating X

Been skinny dipping outdoors

Gone to the movie's ALONE X
Gone to a horror movie and laughed through it – Yes actually quite a few, they are just so predictable anymore

1. Any nicknames? Bear, Sara D., Skitlez, Red
2. Mother's name? Lesli
3. Favorite drink? Mountain Dew it's my biggest addiction
4. Body Piercing? Ears, and I used to have my tongue pierced
5. How much do you like your job? I am currently unemployed, but I did enjoy my job at walmart for the most part.

6. Dad's name? David
7. Favorite vacation? Hanging with my friends back on summer vacation days
8. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes
9. Ever eaten mud? Yes – when I was just a wee one.

10. Ever been on TV? Not that I can recall

11. Ever steal any traffic signs? I personally have not but I know a few people who have.
12. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Can you drive a standard car? Yes

15. Favorite pie? Pumpkin pie with lots of coolwhip

16. Favorite number? 16

17. Favorite movie? Currently a toss up between Twilight and The Dark Knight
18. Favorite dessert? Anything chocolaty

19. Book on CD or regular book? Regular Books
20. Favorite food? Anything Chocolate

21. Favorite day of the week? Friday

22. Favorite brand of body wash? Tahitian Renewal (Caress)

23. Favorite toothpaste? Crest white expressions cinammon

24. Favorite smells? The air during a summer shower
25. How do you relax? Listening to music, taking a bath, or reading a really good book.
26. How do you see yourself in 10 years? Hopefully married with a couple kids
27. Furthest you will send this message? I don't honestly know
28. Who will respond to this the fastest? I don't know on this one either
29. What is your favorite breed of dog? Siberian Husky

30. Like to celebrate by going out or staying in? Going out.

Hope you all enjoy reading this I tag. My dad, Chryslynn, KD, and Tim

Lot's of love to you all,
Sara D.

This just in....

So I know it's been awhile since I posted, been busy looking for work. I am getting really bored with not working it's driving me nuts. If I can't find something by the middle of February I am going to have to swallow my pride and go back to walmart...not that I really want to. It's been really nice not having to stress out about that place. However if I do go back, I refuse to be a cashier again...I can't take the stress of it anymore I would rather be unemployed then to cashier again (sounds melodramatic I know but if you worked at my store you'd understand). I have some prospects and I am hoping to get calls for interviews here soon.
On the relationship front, Eric and I are doing great, we spend a lot of our free time together and seem to get closer every time we see each other. He is a wonderful man and I am very lucky to have him in my life.
Let's see is there anything thing else? I am so excited for Tiel's baby to come, I just adore watching these wonderful children all grow up in front of my eyes and it's truly a blessing to have Micheal and the kids as a part of our family.
I think thats it for now, hope all is well with everyone else.
lot's of love,
Sara D.